Past Life

Sometimes I wish I could just go back in time Look at the little girl who always used to smile Because now it feels like I haven't been happy in a while Instead now I look for reasons to be happy through things that could hurt me But the things that might hurt me I act like I don't see Why couldn't I remain a child Always happy filled with love and wild Found joy in the little things even homemade Her eyes and innocence before everything turned dark They may say getting older you get bolder But instead I got more hurt was that all I am worth