part8

existence. even if you don't know anyone you never know what they have walked thru or are walking thru right now... I just want my sons and my daughter to maybe someday read this and know that even when life feels as if it's impossible and you don't want to go on anymore for any longer. that maybe you can get strength from something in this book or maybe just some peace .. or maybe just a new way or information to gather and to do pros and cons... it doesn't matter how you get to your "goal" just matters how you get there not meaning do whatever u water need to ... to get what you are looking for in life or what you plan doing.. but the events or how many mistakes you make by doing what u know is right and what you desire (sober happy mom ) was my answer when my pastor asked me what areny goals in life he said okay now go touch the wall and you can have all that stuff you told me about after you just touch that wall I tried n tried to walk to the other side maybe 3 or 4x before I just pushed past him walked over chairs stopped listening to quote on quote what everyone else wants for me .... but focus on my goals and only what I hear is from a "higher" source. people get stuck waiting for approval or they r