part5

creep up so fast and you won't even know untill they had ripped your wings off so you can't escape the fire even if you tried you just lie there screaming inside... I wish I could've ben there next to you the day you pasted away I wish I could've helped you one more time to say fuck the H ..I.. we are going to start getting better and being more sober for your life today I wish I could tell u things are OK and we made it that we beat this thing finally your different addiction once that I held dear to Me as well but that was over 3 yrs ago andi won't go back to the black thick rotting hell Herion trapped me in... forgive me for my sins and I hope God hears my prayers n pardons you so we can once be together agian up there to spend or eternal and spiritual lifes.life's.. till death and afterthat forever.... NO MATTER THE AMOUNT I DO MISS YOU OR HOW MUCH IT FCKN HURTS... I FEEL U WHERE R U DO U FEEL MY HEART LONGIN FOR YOU ARE YOU REALLY IN MY DREAMS OR AM I CRAZY I JUST WISH I COULD HEAR YOU SAY NO KENDRA BABY THINGS ARE ALRIGHT AND WE ARE FINE COME HOLD ME SO I CAN SLEEP AND IN THE MORNING MAKE ME BREAKFAST.... SO I DID AND THAN I MADE YOU FRUIT STUFF3D CREPES AND NUTELLA AND WHIPCRRAM BROUGHT IT UP TO.