part10. dream with in a dream

just around the corner before you break threw a life long cycle of implisoveness or ur changing for the better you'll be hit with the most pressure .... push thru it you'll Make it... I miss the love of my life she was only 25 I'and we were born same time just she was few months younger than I was for me to have to go to ur funeral a day after your 26th birthday and for you to have passed away oct 30th a day before orlur original wedding day i didn't understand and I still don't all I know is that I got to be string for my kids and for u stll even though we are not physically with each other our souls will not ever part... my dream within a dream.... I'll see you tonight when I drifting to sleep ill write more latter just know that I'm still here and even when you feel weak remember your strong at heart (writing to my children and to my soulmate(rip).. I will never stop trying I'm sorry if I've hurt you n made you mad imma fix this and show you no words can show you what I can do or what I've changed only actions and I'll stay on the right way for you my sons and my daughter(s) if I count wife's too! and to you n myself my love i hope this finds u. I'd rope the moon to seeUsmile! u makeLIFEwrthWhile!♡alwaysK