panicked

I only did one thing, when I was walking on the road, I was facing a panic attack, I was crying, hyperventilating, my body was shaking, people staring at me, I only thought of one thing, my head told me- don't let that go, let's fight, let's fight till the very end, I will not let anything that made me suffer go, so i fought. I didn't care if my life was going to turn upside down, I didn't care if I am gonna be alone, I was not scared when I am on that edge, I fought all the energy out, I fought and that's all that matters- I was not scared and will never be, even when I panicked. I will fight for people I love and for me, even if I panic.