Pain's Rain Shame's Game

I carry you in my heart I'm sorry we had to part Now you make art in the sky I wasn't ready to say goodbye No matter how hard I tried Life can be a bumpy ride You were always by my side Now I cry in the rain I'm sorry you held so much pain Loss can be such a shame Like a lion, you tame There's no need for fame This was never a game You were there when I was born You were never scared of life's storm As you watched me transform I remember cooking with you As I grab the doorknob You were never a slob I remember when I said goodbye Now you fly next to a butterfly I know you wouldn't want me to cry I remember being so shy I should have hugged you tighter I have to remain a fighter Would you like some apple cider ? All my clothes feel tighter