painful Circle

a merry go round they say repeatation of the past and same promises same love and same mistake same pain and same insecurities I found myself smiling non stop lately and sadness, it like the way it become quite before a storm I don't wanna fall in love I don'tto feel some type of way I don't want to get hurt but I'm taken away I'm restless and what I regret the most is that I know how it ended the last time I feel like this but can't stop it can't control somehow I've managed to control my life but how can I control my fate if this is my Destiny I don't wanna believe in love love is just pain and it has once broke me this is no circle but a painful one