pain written

I don't wanna see you cause it hurts to know you still how dreadful and cunning you are to love someone else while I loved you I don't want to speak to you for your voice pains me each time every memory floods me slowly as it stings knowing you are still the same and still focused on loving someone else. how easy it was to waste my time and lie, when you simply could have told me the truth. how much I can't bear to look at you for how shameful and embarrassed I was to express my love forward to you. only for you to make fool of me when you were thinking of somone else. made me feel weak for simply being myself while you sat still and smiled at my pain for loving and trying for you. I will never want to acknowledge because it's a painful reminder to love somone like you.