pain of sharing my love

everything never made sense in me how you adore her so much how you laugh with the both of us and how you prioritize her over me and how you ... but one thing I've understood is that you weren't mine no more because if you were that bond you created with her wouldn't matter I knew that I only lost you before I even had you the only difference thing is that the game never ended I never understood how you seem to Cherish her that much how I couldn't do the things she do with you with his man but yet she did but after all I loved her yet I loved you but you never noticed you always compared me to her saying we are the same you never thought of how will that makes me feel that made me feel less of what I thought I was you failed me and you failed yourself because the man you always talk you can become you couldn't you killed my hope all that spark I thought we had .. I can't even think of how you seems to like her so much guess I should have know that in the middle of everything and from the beginning she was the one how painful it is for me to share but now I know you weren't mine to begin with I can't even brag about you no more because everyone knows you I guess she knows you better than I