Pain of an orphan

my life and tragedies.... pain,loneliness and tears are my family.. as tough as life, as hard as a coconut skin life is tough... Me being lonely is an everyday thing.. there's no time for me to breathe.. all I experience is loneliness and pain.. from the day I was born, l lost my smile.. when I cry nobody comes by.. even my parents went to the sky.. pain of an orphan is entitled to me.... all l am is a living 'dead'... destiny and fate has its own ways.. maybe at last I will find my breath..