Pain In Love

I tried so hard to sleep, but no sleep was found. I tried so hard to move you out of my mind, but you kept on coming back. You broke my heart, but still the love for you inside won't let it be free. Even now I'm in tears, but no longer have fears. I feared to lose you, You chose to be lost. I feared to be without you, you chose to leave me alone. I feared to be distanced from you, you chose the distance. Just can't believe you once said you loved me, it all feels like a dream. Am I dreaming? I think I'm losing it, Can't believe you made me felt so crazy in love at first, you now left me crazy in pain. "I feel so stupid" Now the sun rises with my eyes wide open with no time to rest my mind