pain

Horror grief pain This is all i seem to feel I used to be happy I used to be fun I used to love spending time under the sun Now I just lay in my bed all day Watching the rain drip down from to above And wait for it to all dissappear People feel horror for many reasons Clowns spiders puppets I hate wasps They're aggressive and angry They won't leave you be They chase you around until you're trapped Until your trapped within their reach They can hurt you wasps They don't hold back They don't wait before attack They just harm People feel grief for similar reasons Losing a family member a friend a pet It's hard looking at old photos of you and them Both of you so happy And that happiness got stripped away It went to live a life far away Far away from my brain Far away from my head Far away from my muscles Far away from my bed Far away from me There are different types of pain Some extreme some mild Some physical Some emotional All I seem to feel is pain Sometimes it's good Sometimes it's bad I enjoy some pain It helps me escape To feel safe I don't know why Im constantly hurting I have no reason for it Its just one of those things that you let happen when you cant seem to let go of it