Pain

Ever since I remember I been dealing with pain it’s the kind that leaves you with a rage that can’t be tamed not a single pill could make anyone deal with what I feel people don’t understand that no amount of change can make the damage inside of me heal not even a needle deep in my veins could numb the pain I’m just keeping it real swea it’s like my life has been sealed for me to remain hurt no matter how hard I try nothin seems to work maybe I’ll never get anywhere when it comes to fixin me cause Im always puttin others first I constantly think it woulda been better if I woulda died at birth it’s like someone made a deal with the devil and I’m forever cursed