pain

I have issues but so everyone does so why go and throw problems in a mud come tell them to me - they all say but you say no and help others so they can help you some other day but when u truly need them they throw u away even if they say sorry sometimes sorry can be to late maybe you're an overdoser, overthinker addicted even addicted to smth called pain u got used to it that ur scared for it to go away since pain was the only one that stayed with u when everyone else went away