pain

i have been in pain been in pain with no one to love me been in pain that I couldn't be in love deep deep down my heart a heart full of denial, hatred and pain never thought I could reach here reach the point where there was, swimming in pain pain of not feeling wanted pain of feeling lonely I have been in pain pain that even a blind person could see that I wasn't okay but the people I wanted them to see were actually blind to the fact that I wasn't alright I have been in pain too tired to even think of the betrayal how will each relationship last with me constantly getting betrayed by the same people that fulfill my heart desires I have been in pain too much pain to even consider forgiveness I am tired tired of constantly forgiving people who don't deserve my forgiveness I have to fight fight to destroy the pain in my heart everything will come to an end pain will come to an end