pain

Pain makes me feel so much a shame Hating on myself make me feel everything my blame I guess I am a piece a shyt I been like this since I was a kid Hitting myself, is the reason you left me but in my family I don't get spank a lil boy love play ding dong ditch n other pranks My momma always tell me stop doing bad God will sin If life was a Bitch I am not be the right person for you We may not ever be together again But guess I stay the single life till I'll find the right one but I'll always be ur friend from now till life like I said till I find my right one First I need to give up thses drug n deal with my problem by keeping seal all I've been doing is showing you real love and all I'm doing is telling you how I feel but I can't cuz you wont know what to do you prababy give on me after all these years I've been here tired shedding tears thru the whole 7yrs I know I will never find a person like you the way you be treated me how be there how to worried n how to love someone but now I don't feel it between us I feel like you always gonna have this fucking hate n like I said all this pain is drowning me making me feel so fucking waisted like there isn't no feeling inside of me