Pain

Why do i feel all this sadness and grief? Why do i constantly feel lonely? All this pain and distress I feel like a big heaping mess The flame keeping me here has burnt out There is no more light Everything is slowing down Is this really the end? Am i soon going to be dead? I dont know anymore There is nothing keeping me on this earth So why do i have to carry this burden? Why does my birth cause this much pain? There is nothing to gain Pain Pain is what i feel constantly When am i going to be dead? My head is spinning with so many emotions It feels like i am drowning in a deep body ocean When is fate going to take me? I am sitting here waiting patiently I dont know how long ive got left Is this my time to die? Ive always felt like ive been an imposter and my whole life was a lie There is nothing left for me on this earth There is nothing to gain from being here Pain Sadness Greif Guilt Lonely Distress All the emotions i constantly feel