overthinking to much

Overthinking to much Your so pretty I hear from you But is it actually true? Because I don't believe you I don't believe that you love me the way I love you In my head its not true In my head im not pretty or good enough for you I'll always want to be better Better than I actually can do I just want to be better for you So I will act Act so you see that I'm okay Act so you don't have to worry about my pain where I go through But I can't actually do the act always for you The act that I'm okay and always happy for you Eventually the mask breaks and I'm in tears hoping you will help me go through the pain The pain that always comes back and the fear that I will lose you Lose you and never be able to talk to you But im overthinking Overthinking about you