Overthinking

What if I could just off my brain? (for all of your words to be taken in vain?) What if I could just be myself? (Just to be hated by everyone else?) What if I could dress the way I want? (Just for others to look and taunt?) What if I could stop overthinking (What even is that? You know you need me.) It was never this bad (Maybe that's just what you're thinking) I wish I didn't think like this (but you do) Maybe overthinking is just something I'm used to.