overthinking

here it is again that endless cycle I fall into a pit deep and not desirable I feel the control slipping a million and one questions burning my throat is closing I feel the wind take it the air the confidence the.. here it is again that unbearable feeling the dread and horror of watching others silent I wonder and think but its never what I think here it is again that crazy feeling the one where I think and shrink taking it all in I think and think until no more wait another little story shes hates me he hates me that's what I think unreasonable but believable here it is again that endless cycle i fall into a pit deep and not desirable i feel the control slipping a million and one questions burning what does he or she think of me they don't like me probably not do they know me probably not here it is again that endless cycle I fall into a pit deep and damp where can I finally sit and escape my own mind my own thoughts I overthink too much