Overthinking

Overthinking wraps me like a blanket, It shields me and drags me down at the same time. Doubting my thoughts that pop up in my head. "What if his feeling for me are genuine " "What if I was special to him?" "What if he looked at my photos with sparks in his eyes? But, "What if I were just one of them" Countless 'What ifs' have kept me up all night, Please, tell me. How can I get this out of my head? When distance becomes a barrier, Separating one hearts into two.