overstimulation

i usually only write when i'm in some sort of pain, so that's why all my stuff is depressing. i avoid social interaction because im not a fan of people, also it's really loud so i get stressed out. the noises won't go away. my mom won't take me to the doctor abt my "issues" and i am completely convinced im neirodivergent bc i'm epileptic and that means i'm om the spectrum.