over it(you)?

Over it! For five months I cried. When you like someone really much, this can happen. When this someone gives you all he has at once, to make you feel loved. Trapped in a fast high rising flight. Over it! For five months I thought about this He makes you feel feelings that only this person in this moment could ever. For the first time you feel it. This out of body experience which lies in the moment, to only built up a safe feeling confidens on his. Over it. for five months I was dependent. When this someone then pulls everything away. So you have to hold on these moments and feeling in the past. You trick your mind, cicle in that memories again and again and again without an end over it? For five months I was depressed because of it like never. You want to have these feelings again. You feel like only this person could give you all you disiere, all your belongings. All you want is that memorie again. And sudently you rely on that person. you're dependent. Only so he can take it all away, end it, forever! over it? am I? I don't cry anymore. I'm emotionaly independent. But somtimes I'm slighting slightly in depression thinking about it, about YOU!