OutSide InSide

On the outside I look okay Take my time day by day  I look calm  Even with sweaty palms  On the inside I'm braking  People just keep taking  They take till I brake  I have to stop for my sake  On the outside I look healthy  But I’m just stealthy  Physically nothings wrong  Mentally I sing a different song  On the inside I can't hold on  It's been since dawn  I hold myself back  To make sure I don't see black  Both sides are different But both pay rent  My feelings are valid and can’t be assumed  Yet I am doomed