Out of order

It's like no one wants me It's like I'm defective out of order like I need a label saying emotionally unstable unable to trust broken Perhaps it's genetic my father is an asshole maybe I'm one too I tried to be a nice guy but no one cares it's not fair I don't care about friends anymore I don't believe in love I cry to God but even he just let's the phone ring it's pointless I must confess I'm losing momentum I'm slowly drowning that voice in my head saying the same thing "I Fucking love you" I feel like shit