Or so I had thought

I had fallen in love or so I had thought his smile, his laugh captivated me like no other. or so I had thought his personality his eyes had me under a spell I would have done anything for this boy or so I had thought my heart sped up every time I got a text from him he was the one, I could feel it he was my soulmate my everything or so I had thought but as months passed us by I could feel something change I get more annoyed at him more easily now i have no trouble ignoring his texts I hated that I was like this he surely deserved someone who loved him more than I did he deserves someone that cares about him but when I tried to end things for his own good he begged me not to go tears ran down his face and I knew in that moment I couldn't go through with this because some part of me still harbors feelings for him and that part cried out for him