Opposites

I wanna be happy but I wanna cry. I wanna live freely yet I still wanna die. I really don't know if I should kiss or kill you: I love you with all of me but I guess I can't have you. With you, life was like spring: everything pretty, no raining. But now, we're not together: my heart's cold, like in winter. I try my best to survive being alone in the night. But how can I survive, when I need you, my light? Oh, have mercy on me! Leaving me alone doesn't set me free. Being free is being with you, darling. I need it: your sweet loving. 2025.II.28.