opinions

You can't understand , My Colors all turn to Grey , I don't want to affect You in any way You see I've been through lots of pain But nothing hurts as bad when you say "You're toxic, and you stand in my way, I use caution when I say your name, and it's not often, but sometimes you make me afraid" I just don't know what to say, I hope without, me you can be safe, because I worry about, your struggles every day, And I only feel ashamed. I drove my own name through the mud My heart is offset The liqure courses through my blood I know it's poison But I can't get enough And what breaks me the most Is when I hear people say "He's just not the same, somethings wrong in his brain, is he insane, stear clear of him he only causes pain." This is why I don't like when im seen, I flinch every time I hear my name, I only ever expect pain