Opened eye

I see things so clear now. The eyes are opened. The cloud is gone. The sun trying to peak out. Feeling a little overwhelmed. Because I have to put my gear up, so I won't be hurt. These eyes have been closed for a long time. Sometimes there is something I can see for who they are. Some just try to see how far they can get me down. When I think of the days when I gave it my all. Life just slaps me in the face. I get confused. Trying to see the real me. But I was blinded by someone who tried to keep me. Now I am trying to walk with my eyes open. I won't think twice. When life holds me down. I try to breathe. Push through all this feeling. The only way, I wanted to go was up. Without someone pushing me down. I don't want to see myself fall back. Now that I can see the path. I just had to push through this object in my life. To get where I need to be. The path is clear. But the fear is there. What is going to jump out to stop me? Trying to blind me. So I can't see my happiness. Now I second-guess myself. I get lost in my thoughts. Then I take out a pen and what I love to do is write. Writing will take me there. But I hope there will be more sunny days. The air is clear to breathe. The more I write, the more I will