Open door

There is an open door. I had one foot in, and I had one foot out. I took a peek to see what was inside of it. It is mine further. I wonder if I should walk through it with an open mind. But fear of the unknown always stops me from being my true self. It just makes me second-guess myself. I wonder if it is a dream or a nightmare. Only see the true meaning of life. I have always lived my life with severe doubt and regard. The answer never came. But it is a choice that I had to make for myself. Do I close this door, or do I walk through it with fear in my heart? I am weak with a slice of hope. Hopefully, it will come true. That behind those doors. It is a whole new journey. But I have to be close to these doors. So my dream won't live without me. I don't want to be left behind. I hope I will make a better choice. So I can reach the star. So the light can guide me. I live my life as a Survivor. I have to close many doors. Some door was tricky. So keep it open. But now it is my time to shine. I won't stay in a place where I won't grow as a person. I won't be that person who cares to come out. Be her true self. I was being a victim of the past. Now, I am a Survivor. Who breaks free from her past. Her future is her