Only if I knew

Only if I knew you were only pretending Love at first sight has imprisoned me I couldn't see your smiles were just lies I can't believe all i get are only disagreements Tears are not enough so my heart cries Only if I knew that you did came to hurt me I shouldn't have given you space in my heart To decapitate it with your sharp tongue I should have considered giving you a cold shoulder To prevent all the calamities I am in now Only if I knew you are stone hearted I shouldn't have given my delicate precious heart The only words you know are insults A deliberate movie for us to argue Leaving you is the best way for peace's sake Only if I knew you were not who I thought I shouldn't have introduced you to my parents I don't even know what to say to them For they believed you more than myself Not knowing they were putting their trust on the wrong person I don't have room for a second thought on this affair No one could ever convince me of coming back to you After the all heart piecing words you have breathed out It's ok, it is hurting but healing follows hurting I would rather stay single than being with a thorn in my flesh