Only God can save me now

When I lost focus, I got caught in a fad. Emotions dropping like a fire ball. Holding onto my peace. Waiting... Waiting for the right time to unleash my violence. People waiting for my reaction. Testing so they can say am Insane. So they can point fingers to my face and say she's crazy. Isolation was my best lesson. They love to see when am falling. When am on my knees and begging. But truth be told only God is my salvation. The one who'll come through an save me. Serve me with his grace and mercy. I learned to be patient. For when they laughed,they waited. Still waiting for an opportunity where they'll mock and taunt.