only a matter of seconds

a laughing soundtrack that she can only hear accompanied by the silence of curiosities with those uncomfortable gazes she receives a desperate plea almost loosened on the leash those were the eyes she can see they offers obvious worries while some gives mockeries each intentions are mysteries grievance was never in her bucket list so, is it ought to become like this? as she shrinks through her vision then blink smiles had appeared before she can even think "the world is vast they wont remember it" but do anyone really believes in it? as they disperse carrying a new funny memory she was left with a daunting loop of misery