Only 17

I am only 17 years old but I'm just like any average teenager. I'm eager to find adventures and follow my dreams but I'm only human. I would sit here and lie and say that I'm not desperate in love because I am. I want to feel the same type of love from a girl that she would want from me. I want to feel a connection with that special someone else that I might want to spend the rest of my life with. I would sit here and lie about how I like being single but I don't because of the fear of being alone forever. I have been wondering what if but it's time to live in the now and say it will happen for me because I am only 17.