One Word

I cant say it... I always blush when someone mentions it. Why am i like this? I cant handle being called it even though i know its true. Its only three letters, i never knew how little letters could hurt in such a big way. This word represents a whole other world of love. A love that so many people hate. Its a word that i cant say without choking on it. The word that can make all of the relationships youve worked so hard on...break. If one word can make such an impact then why cant we just get rid of it. Because its a word that so many people use to desribe themselves to make life easier but so much harder. I never thought being you came at such a cost. People out there will disciminate you, be mean to you, hate you. Just for exsiting. A three letter word never hurt so much. Never caused so much hatred. Never made me feel so small. A three letter word is all it takes to end everything. Gay.