One- sided love

Compared to never having you, I'm more afraid of losing you, Now I'm destructed, falling apart, Seeing you with somebody, that stole your heart. Yeah... you said Friends forever, when I know we will not remain together, We "did" remain as friends, but then I said the "three words" and it ends. it is easy for you to end? the tears and laughs we shared.. I loved you in silence, being there for you with no absence...