one sided love

it hurts,but its fine cause i know in my heart your not mine everytime,i think of you,my heart aches remembering our time we spent such a cruel world to be in, the love and affection that i have been seeking cannot be seen. to the universe and back,you and I well always be the sun and moon,never together. seeing you happy makes me happy,but the thought of being the loser will never occur cause it pains me and it feels like chain around my neck but yet again,this one sided love will eventually fade,cause ive been manifesting it to disappear and prayed