one sided love

I've always loved you from afar realizing I could never be ur person even if I changed the way my heartbeats u'd never love me Or any of my version but i never failed to adore u and that hope of love still keeps me shaking my lungs choke and it gets hard to breath with my heart ceasing and patiently aching. Now I realize what one sided love feels like and it's killing me from inside and it's killing me from inside......