One In A Century

i try to crawl but only fall kick me like a dog in the ribs i'm scared of how this ends i just wanna make amends and trascend to extend my gratitude i'm sorry for my attitude its just that the magnitude of his energy is one in a century he can never be a memory so give me a penalty because i'll forever be in serenity whenever he is beside me hold me, even if just for a bit, i'll just admit that i submit to his depths through the grit of my jaw grasping at straws, i swear i saw his face in a dream his reflection in the stream seemed stared at me with heavy eyes it was all a disguise to avoid demise just lay your head on my thighs and i promise all will be fine