One Day

One day I’ll stop faking It till I make It  It might take a bit  Even though I don’t want to   I’m doing It for you  One day I’ll stop overthinking Even without sinking Although It feels like I already am  I’ll build a dam  One day I’ll know how to cope  But I just need to have hope stay away from my mind set  But I'm still not there yet  One day I’ll be able to say I did It  I just have to realize It’s not permanent  My anxiety and depression work overtime  I just need to try harder then before this time  One day I’ll stop apologizing so much  I tend to think It’s my fault and such Even If I know It’s not my fault  My punishment tastes like salt   One day I won’t hate looking in the mirror  It will hopefully someday be a lot clearer  I like the dark because I can hide In It  But that only lasts a bit  One day everything will make sense  Maybe coming here was a mistake no offense I don’t know how long I can keep this up  Especially without a coffee cup One day I won’t be as  paranoid I'm starting to get annoyed  I'm always looking behind me to be sure  Just so I know I can stay pure    One day I won’t feel so broken  But it remains unspoken