On The Whole

On the whole id say i was a nice guy  But if karma is real this could be a lie Because me and my mind don't see eye to eye   Causing untold damage and needless strife  I come in with logic understanding that all will be fine  And its like, fuck this you worthless cunt, itd time to cry  BUT WHY?  Ok then fine why not try this on for size  Existential dread and over thinking about your demise  Followed by obsessive invasive thoughts and ticks that multiply  how you're a failure as a father usless at family life usless at business with subpar skills a total imposter whos really a monster that hides We can keep going and overstimulate till burnout till you fantasise And obsess about the myriad of ways to die  Wishing away your gift of life  You can't beat me your efforts are in vein a waste of time  So i just disassociate until my mind and body realign  Logic will prevail and all will be just fine  Feelings are fickle and can change in the blink of an eye