On the edge

How will I explain me? I'm a kind of person who long for connection and understanding, but end up lonely. I'm a kind of a girl who fall in love from afar, I crave for affection, I love to be happy, but end up crying at the end of the day. I live for literature and poetry. I'm a kind of a girl who journal my thoughts and emotions down, because no one else would understand. I craved to be loved and understood, despite the hurt I carry.