On and off

I've been on and off It gets harder by the day I may seem online Believe me, I'm pretty much offline Sometimes I don't even want to get out of bed I don't see the point of waking up Someone already said I'm not going anywhere in life I don't have to live then They tell me one day everything will be okay One day is too far though I don't want to wait Life is not a bus stop I feel like a runner I just want to run away Except I have nowhere to run to I just want to feel like me again I haven't been myself I don't even know myself anymore I love being alone However I don't love myself