okay

I wonder what's wrong with me. my days are huge waves. I'm fine and lovin' life. Then I'm sad and just need to crash. why is that? does anyone know? I don't know what I'm feeling. I'm not numb and I'm not happy but I don't know what I'm feeling I don't know why I'm feeling but at the end of the day, I suppose it doesn't matter because nothing will ever change. I'll continue to smile and pretend that everything's okay. that I'm okay.