Oh no.

Oh no, Something happened My feelings resurface, my breath catches, My stomache turns and tosses, like a ship at sea, How to stop this? I can't, Oh no, I'm doing it again, Drowning myself in words, that come not from me, My breath stopps, I become silent, Is it gone? No, Oh no, It's going away, The color returns, my smile comes back, I keep listening, the melody addicting, Am I lost? Perhaps,          Oh no, This isn't healthy, But it helps, it hides, it burries, Feelings lost within, the sound, -"what are you doing?"          Listening to music.