oh my dear

oh dear,I'm sorry I wronged you.so here I will write my letter. oh my dear you hate me,for good reason. I understand, why you would hate me ,I hate myself to. I would hate me if I was you. oh my dear you showed me your heart and I ran. I understand if your never want to see me again,but you will. oh my dear this weights my mind night and day,keeping me from sleep, and keeping me from awakening. do you love or hate me!