oh great..

I can't believe you ... I can't feel u I look to you for understanding ... some kind of relief ... and your not there to return my call... I figure by the way u looked over at me ... there was no point in even leaving a message for the machine... to pick up so I just cave into myself ... ur eyes are empty ... when. they stare into mine ... where did your light fade off too .. and how had I missed that smile disappearing ... from ur day... everyday ... .. day after day.. how could u switch up on me ...??... push me to edge all alone ... and not have any mercy for the fall ahead of me ... how could some one who I loved so extensively ... not c me ... how can we go from being inseperatable to ... almost compete strangers n just an instant ???... wtf ...??? ... ok ... so ... now what am I suppose to do .... I rather be another lost soul on the side of the road ... or I the back of some ones trunk ... brutalized murdered and put out of all misery ... if so eth is ng could even compare to the thought of u ..not cing me any more... so when did my reflection I. ur perception change exactly ? how come u decided to make me into the villain ... that plays along to ur story.I guess I'm just gonna be a chap. after all.