Oh dear , something I've lost

The memory I have is so vague almost as if it never existed I've tried to let go but I find me crying myself to sleep everynight wanting to feel your warmth I know I should let you go but I cling on tightly to visions I have of you to afraid it might dissappear like mist in the air , once again Your ghost still haunts every peace of my heart not letting me breathe untill I find you oh where my dear could you be? I still carry the pain of losing you deep down inside of me My tears has your name inked on them My eyes has your figure in them Which makes this missing game Cause even more pain But I will let you go Even though I might experience your last breath with you and see your life come to an end or be with you in your final moments Therefore will hold the memories I have with you dear to my heart. I pray to meet you again in this life my darling just to say goodbye even if it's just for a split second But Oh dear , something I've lost