Oh Dear Child

Darling, I'm not even mad at your leaving, I know deep down it was best. I kept a quiet cover while you kept ignoring all my apprehensive clues and characteristics. Your love was Inefficacious, I should've expected this, couldn't come to terms with heartache so I came to my senses. By the end I could feel it was all worthless, felt you drifting away took notice that we were functioning in a desultory fashion. Running on no enthusiasm after a couple months we sat around in a state rather torpid. And I could hear my heart shouting do you think we can fix it? My head screaming No, but my heart was indifferent. No... Oh dear child, your not loving wrong, your just loving the wrong one. Wandering around in a forest, that I've never been in. Unfamiliar ground is a risk that I should not or In which I should not have been partaking in. You heart dear was no exception. I sat around a while and watched the hazel in your eyes, until it decolorized. I was wrong to be with you, but you were right to leave my side? I mistaked your soft smile for safety and you mistaked my silence for peace. No... Oh dear child, you're not loving wrong. You're just loving the wrong one ,But you will someday find your somebody.