Of lies and desires

I wish I was good, Wish I can give you love as I should But faithfulness seems to slip away As I play this game of lust and fire. I feel your warmth As you rest your head in the crook of my neck, Yet my restless mind sails away To the treacherous sea of my desire. Your touch, his touch, Becoming one on this intimate night You whisper my name, and I wonder his’ You kiss my lips; I imagine his taste. You hold me close And it feels so good But still, my body is longing For a distant lover without a face.